life

man why does life have to be so hard? some days i can feel as if im on the top of the freakin world and that nothing could take me off the top, then bam im back down to the freakin bottom of the world. I dont know why sometimes im on such a high horse and then im gettin stomped on. dang all i know is that the low points sure do suck, and its a lot harder to pull myself up than to be dropped thats for sure.

and why does it feel like God is so distant, when in my mind i should be the closet to him now than ever?

life, sometimes i just dont get it!!